I know I haven't been on here in a while and I apologize. I was on vacation for about a week. 

I went to visit some family and it just drained me. I'm still trying to recover from it. I know it sounds crazy that you can get drained from family or a vacation but trust me it can happen. 

They just don't really understand me. I don't have patience for them. It was just really hard for me to deal with especially since I haven't been having the best time lately. But it's over and that's all that matters.

I am getting better and I know I will get better eventually. The problem I have is all of the things that bother me and bring out my depression and anxiety build up and up and then I'll finally reach a breaking point, which isn't very pretty. But I am working on it. I will always have something to work on. 

I hope all of you are having a great summer. Thank you all for reading this and leaving me comments or messaging me. It's really nice to know that someone cares enough to do that. Thank you all again.

Until Next Time,


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Comments (6)

  1. fadedsnowcloud

    I know what you mean.. my family CONSTANTLY drained me when I was living at home. What’s sad though, is that now that I’m gone I wish that I had never left. I let my fear and anxiety push me into making a bad decision and now all I want is to have them back… le sigh***

    I’m here for you friend…

    July 26, 2015
    1. dreamingindepression

      Aww, I’m sorry that that happened to you. Message me if you ever need to talk. The family I visited wasn’t my immediate family so I guess that’s good but I probably shouldn’t push myself away from them.

      July 26, 2015
      1. fadedsnowcloud

        It’s alright. Everything happens for a reason. Don’t change how/what you do based on my experience. Take it into your own consideration. Would you miss them if suddenly they just weren’t there? Someday, they won’t be. Some will die. etc. I don’t mean to criticise you or your action just because I regret mine. I was just trying to help by asking that you see both sides. You see how you feel when they are there, but you do not see how you would feel if they were not. I thank you for the offer, and I extend the same offer to you. I’m a good listener.

        July 26, 2015
        1. dreamingindepression

          I know what you mean and thank you for saying that.

          July 26, 2015
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