Being Free

What is freedom to you? Do you feel free? I don't. Sometimes I don't think I ever will feel free.  In this day in age, you can't do what you truly want. You need to make money to ensure that you live a decent life.  I know what many of you are...

She is a mystery.

She is a mystery. Even she doesn't understand herself.  __________________________________________________________ Who is she?  Who will she be? Who will save her?  __________________________________________________________ That is...

Life does get better...

Hello everyone!! I realize I haven't been on here in forever and I apologize for that, but things have been going well for me. I'll come back and explain more but just know that things really do get better! :) Wishing everyone the best, ...

College

SOS! College has taken my life over! I guess that is normal. Well at least it should be normal. I'm really sorry to anyone who reads my blog that it has taken me so long to come back on here. I have just had a busy semester so far and it's only the...

Sorry for the wait.

Well the rest of my summer has been quite busy which is good for me. When I'm busy my depression and anxiety is distracted. I don't always focus on the negatives because I don't have time to. I'll be going back to school soon which I guess should be...

Body Image

Do you ever just sit and sulk about yourself? I was talking to an old friend and her previous relationship was not a good one for me. I know it wasn't/isn't my relationship but her boyfriend or whatever they were/are would always make comments to me....

Tired...

I know I haven't been on here in a while and I apologize. I was on vacation for about a week.  I went to visit some family and it just drained me. I'm still trying to recover from it. I know it sounds crazy that you can get drained from family or a...

Another Night...

It's one of those nights again. I sit here and question every little thing. Why am I here? What can I do to become happy again? Am I just overexaggerating?  I'm at war with myself. Nonstop fighting and thinking. What can I do? I try and distract...

Confusion

Well tonight is a bit better. I'm feeling more myself, but that all changes fast. I don't understand how one night I can feel fine and then the next I am miserable. You choose your emotions. That's what some say. Sure! I choose to be miserable. I...

Pain?

First off I want to apologize for not posting on here regularly. Usually I'm good with routines but blogging is new to me. I will try to post as regularly as I can. Now to my thoughts and feelings of the night... What is pain? Is it something that...

Trapped

I hate this feeling. The feeling as if you're trapped and you have nothing to do but suffocate. What's the purpose? How is this helping me? How is this making me stronger? It's not. It's tearing me down.  I'm sorry for not making an introduction to...